a switch was flipped...i don't know when i don't know how but it happened...once there was open conversation, a feeling of trust...but now it seems to be taken by cloak and dagger...a pulling away...i'm trying to find the answers...but it leaves my mind in a tailspin...

i'm not sure what i'm looking for...but i know what i'm not looking for...but my heart doesn't seem to get that message...good ole heart