working again

the last couple weeks have been crazy...so many songs have popped into my head...begging to be written down and chords attached...some are just chords in need of lyrical guidance...but the all come down to one thing...muse...you who inspire me...my light...you who i wish that at some point i wouldn't have to use words to convey myself...

but then there are songs...which are made up of words which would strip away the outer shield i hold to guard myself...and expose myself to whatever the fates hold for me...from subconscious thoughts, to pleas for more, to thoughts of you in all places...

it doesn't feel like work a lot of the time...i want to write this...i want to write me...so that you can see past the shield...to the one that just wants you...muse