so close but still so far

i'm the guy held at arms reach...i've been that for awhile now...but now i feel that by saying what i said i won't be able to get closer...no response in sight...i'm just frustrated and confused and a lot of things i haven't been in awhile...mind you you'd probably tell me i'm always confused but that's ok...i like the banter...it's the silence that gets me...

it's weird cuz i was always the closed off one when i was younger...i kept everything in and never wanted to let it out...now i want to let it out...but talking sometimes feels like talking to empty voids...

i guess all i want is a response...to know i'm not talking to void...i'm not looking for flowers and gum drops...i want some honesty...if we can't be honest then we can't grow...and we'll just be stuck where we are...i don't think we want that...i don't

song of the moment: these are the nights by Making April

thanks you come again
stay clean kids