song of the moment:

i used to end every blog post with a 'song of the moment' which sometimes was there because it inspired me in someway recently...it was super catchy and i couldn't get it out of my head...or (most of the time) i hoped you'd listen to it and my message would get across to you from a different medium...

lately i've been working hard on my upcoming concert...it's not my first...not alone...last summer was a way to see that i can do this...but now this one is for all the people that couldn't (didn't know about) make it...i don't want to display a product...i want to display me...all the songs that have been picked have been picked for a reason...

so a song of the moment is hard to pick...but i think for right now...it's the one i can't play

Song of the Moment: Don't let the sun go down on me by George Michaels and Elton John

it's to watch someone put in so much effort...they run at full tilt pushing towards a goal...oblivious to what's going on around them...they push and they pant and cramp up but stubbornly push through with rose or opaque glasses...never really seeing...just moving

sometimes you just wonder if you should tell them they're on a treadmill...and no matter how fast or how long they run they still won't be any further along

19 days

that's how long til this entire process is complete...6 years struggling with it...and all it's going to take is 19 days...then everything is done and in the open...and i can jsut finish it out one way or the other

i don't think i've ever been more scared in my entire life...

and it's going to last 19 days